So I've spent the weekend thinking and sad and it finally hit me. I don't like writing Chlollie at the moment. Don't get me wrong, I love the Chlollie pairing I really do but right now I don't think I'm writing for myself which is sad. And I hate writing for reviews, it just leaves me feeling shitty. So I've decided I need a break, get some perspective and somehow find my way back to writing Chlollie stories for myself.

There are a few exceptions though. Firstly I have two smallville big bangs to finish, one of which is Chlollie, and I intend to finish writing those. I made a commitment and frankly I'm rather excited about my first 2 big bangs. Secondly to be an active member of scifiland I'll need to have a scifi show to write about and that will most likely remain as Smallville. I love being a member of scifiland and I won't give that up for anything. Other than that though I won't be writing Chlollie for a while. I don't know when I'll decided to write Chlollie again but at the moment I just can't.

On a more positive note though it will give me plenty of time to focus on the Veronica Mars fics I've been neglecting which is a good thing, cause I've never written VM for anyone but myself. And once I made the decision yesterday I wrote over 1000 words for part 3 of gangsters paradise :D So I'm feeling good about this decision.

Just posting a quick entry so no one thinks this isn't an active journal. Bare with me I'm still learning and it may take a few days for me to get a hang of it : D